I understand you, I also had something similar. When I first started to get interested in such things, I didn't know where to start at all. I just had a feeling that I wanted to try it, and I kind of saw how others were doing, so I was curious. At first, a lot was unclear, the language was in the way, there was a lot of information, but I decided to just take my time and go step by step. The main thing is not to be afraid to do it, even if not everything comes out at once.
I understand you, I also had something similar. When I first started to get interested in such things, I didn't know where to start at all. I just had a feeling that I wanted to try it, and I kind of saw how others were doing, so I was curious. At first, a lot was unclear, the language was in the way, there was a lot of information, but I decided to just take my time and go step by step. The main thing is not to be afraid to do it, even if not everything comes out at once.